My Screenwriting Career Doesn't Exist

1) Readers do not connect to my screenplays.  Why?  I don't know.  It's a mystery.  And mysteries are unsolvable.

2) I will never be a screenwriter.  I do not live in Los Angeles or New York City.
 
3) I spend years of my life writing stories in screenplay format that no one wants to read.  But I won't let myself stop.  Why?  I believe I am addicted to it and whisper to myself, "maybe, maybe there is a chance." When I know there is no chance.

4) I will not be spending anytime working towards making the screenplays into movies.  I do not have the time, money, or the resources to make these screenplays into movies.